I've realized that I'm pretty much done with the whole furry/anthro thing.

THis only applies to what I draw- don't feel insulted or anything, I'm not insulting other artists at all, I'm simply saying that I just don't draw anthros anymore. If anyone's noticed, I really haven't drawn Kazru in forever... Not too long ago, I was trying to figure out how to make her fit my personality more, but I've realized that, heh, no anthro will really fit my personality because I'm just not into that at all anymore.

Also, I'm worried about respect. I think most of us here know how little respect an atist gets if they draw furry or anthro art. No matter how great of an artist they are, well, they'll still be classified as a fur! And you know what that means- they must yiff, eh? I just don't want to be dragged down into that from the things I used to draw.

So I made a new account yesterday and will not be uploading anthro art to it unless it's part of a trade (ie, for ~ LusoSkav) or gift art of someone else's character. I'm about to add all my friends/fav artists to the watch on that account, so if you see "stscape" adding you to their watch, that's me.

is my new account.

I'd appreciate it some of you would rewatch me, but of course, I understand that most of you probably only watch me because of my anthro art... I'd know this because my non-anthro art gets less comments, haha. (another reason I'm moving accounts.)

But yeah, I hope at least my friends and a few others will re-watch me. Thanks for reading this. :3

Mood: Deja vu.
Listening to: Slow West Vultures (The Mountain Goats)
Reading: Diary (Chuck Palahniuk)

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I just realized that something I'd wished for about a year ago has finally been accomplished in an eerily relevant way. I've always sort of looked down on those who believe in predestined fate, but this is a form of fate, really. The kind you create yourself; unknowingly.

Here's a verse from a poem I wrote months ago- maybe about a year from now.

"Sometimes, if I could be part of someone and have a meaning
We’d see past the faults of our failing systems
Stay alive to keep eachother breathing
Things would be better off."

And... well, I'm in my first sort of realistic relationship now. And the only reason we first started talking was suicide really. And now, when I'm sort of depressed, well, I talk to him. The bolded lines are just what that is. It's one of the things I've been longing for desperately for al ong itme now. Someone who cares, who depends on me at times and yet someone I can depend on, too, if I need it.

Ironic, eh?

I thought so.


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- Fun present/make-up present for late xmas present.

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Mood: Relieved.
Listening to: Boulevard of Broken Dreams (Greenday)
Reading: nothin'

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Well, fuckit.

I'm only allowed on the computer one hour a day because of soem recent... trouble... I've gotten into. I'm not making this public. Only a few people know. If you want to know, note me or IM me, I'll tell you.

Therefore I can't comment as much. ;_; Or talk as much.


On another note, I'm seeing Greenday in concert April 20. Well, most likely. 8D


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Or check Korn.com.

I've been sobbing for two hours now. My parents were laughing at me in my little fetal position as I bawled. They called their friends, who laughed at me too. I just recently vomited.

I have never cried thism uch over a person I've never met. Hell, I'm more upset now than when my young grandmother died.

Head... Brian Welch... basically the lead guitarist of korn... left the band in pursuit of Christianity. I think he's going off to live in Israel for al ittle bit, too.

Though not a very talented guitarist, was a main creative influence of the band - everyone was. Jon vowed, if I remember correctly, that if ONE member left, Korn would call it quits. Why? Because they feed off of eachother, and have been a single, powerful force for years now. I haven't even seen a concert of theirs yet!!!!

I can't imagine how they'll keep gonig under the same name. Munky and Head play almost as if they are ONE guitarist... Head is the REASON MUNKY STARTED PLAYING GUITAR (besides his motorcycle incident, of course)... Head is the reason Jonathan is even in the band! He was in LAPD! Head is the center of Korn!!!

I'm going ot vomit again... which sucks, because my appetite was just returning...

I don't know how I'm going to get through this.

If Korn splits... I just don't know. I'll spend all my money on the Korn merchandise I don't already have. I'll get that fucking Korn tattoo, regardless of pain and my parents' wishes. I'll finish carving their logo into my skin. I'll burn it in if I have to. I'll write their logo on all my t-shirts, shoes, pants. I'll will let the whole fucking world know that there is no band out there that can surpass my love and connection with Korn, dead or still making albums.

I can only hope they stay together.

Oh my god, they need to stay together...

Mood: In between depressed and really happy. Go figure.
Listening to: Jenny (The Mountain Goats)
Reading: nothin'

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Awjeeez.

I think I love someone.

Wtf.

No.

...

Yes.


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