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Or check Korn.com.

I've been sobbing for two hours now. My parents were laughing at me in my little fetal position as I bawled. They called their friends, who laughed at me too. I just recently vomited.

I have never cried thism uch over a person I've never met. Hell, I'm more upset now than when my young grandmother died.

Head... Brian Welch... basically the lead guitarist of korn... left the band in pursuit of Christianity. I think he's going off to live in Israel for al ittle bit, too.

Though not a very talented guitarist, was a main creative influence of the band - everyone was. Jon vowed, if I remember correctly, that if ONE member left, Korn would call it quits. Why? Because they feed off of eachother, and have been a single, powerful force for years now. I haven't even seen a concert of theirs yet!!!!

I can't imagine how they'll keep gonig under the same name. Munky and Head play almost as if they are ONE guitarist... Head is the REASON MUNKY STARTED PLAYING GUITAR (besides his motorcycle incident, of course)... Head is the reason Jonathan is even in the band! He was in LAPD! Head is the center of Korn!!!

I'm going ot vomit again... which sucks, because my appetite was just returning...

I don't know how I'm going to get through this.

If Korn splits... I just don't know. I'll spend all my money on the Korn merchandise I don't already have. I'll get that fucking Korn tattoo, regardless of pain and my parents' wishes. I'll finish carving their logo into my skin. I'll burn it in if I have to. I'll write their logo on all my t-shirts, shoes, pants. I'll will let the whole fucking world know that there is no band out there that can surpass my love and connection with Korn, dead or still making albums.

I can only hope they stay together.

Oh my god, they need to stay together...